gym comp 06

i've forgotten how much i miss the smell of glitter hairspray in the air, the smell of gym comp, the feeling of the bandage around my wrists, tape around my knees and ankles. i miss having my team with me, cheering, crying and screaming together.

haha, ignore my open mouth and closed eyes -.- but i loved this team so much. my bdiv girls, and c div trampers. haha. and teo. hell, i'd happily take all his conditioning in the world just to go back again. roars.

haha. it felt all the same, yet so different.

there are some things that dance just cannot compare with gym.

i think i have really strong loyalties. haha. once a rg gymnast, always a rg gymnast.

i'm so darn proud of my rg girls (: small denise, audrey and noee. well done dears.

and dinner with wenxin, juee and hui hui was hilarious shit, as usual. hahaha. sat there talking for quite awhile, which felt really nice. but it wasn't really e same, missing 3 ppl. shrugs. we'll never go back to where we were. the best times, in sec 4. at henry park, training almost every other day, nonsensing abt. flying off the tramp. hahaha. i loved those times.

ah wells. can't go back, so forward i go now. i need to learn to live for the future.

it hurts. damnit it hurts. but all i have is the past. no longer the future.

: amie :: damien rice :